Two days in a row

Ah, it's a new record. Another blog. Anyways, Oklahoma's weather has finally started to get a bit cooler, though who knows how long that will last for, and I think I want to finally get back into shape. I had "tried" a bit over the summer, but it only lasted a week tops. I would love to be able to fit back into old pairs of jeans, or even just feel more comfortable with myself and not be winded whenever I walk up some stairs. xD It'll be tough for me, and I know it, but I really want to do it. Maybe I shall start walking at night, random sit ups and such during the day, and perhaps even some DDR or whatever else. I need to start looking for new jobs too. I'm a senior finally and I haven't put much effort into trying to get one. I guess mostly because I don't feel like I have much to put on a resume. I'm not involved in my college or community at all really. I just go to class, and go home. -sigh- I think I'm going to go look on Monster and whatever else right now.

Ah so she returns

Bet you never thought I would make another post huh? Well you were close to right, I honestly didn't think I would be making one either, but since I'm sitting on the floor outside of my "Freedom in Greece" class waiting for it to start, I figured I might as well. Life is good. Or as good as it can be I suppose. College takes up too much time; I truly cannot wait for it to be all over, and for me to be able to get a better job and pull myself out of my debt. I hate being dependent upon people, but it seems I must be while I'm stuck making minimum wage and not able to work the hours I need to be self sufficient. -sigh- Stephen wants to be able to move away to Colorado at some point after I graduate too. I'll have to save everything I can and work as much as possible to make that even a reality for us. Who knows though. I can't honestly imagine myself getting up and leaving my friends and family that have been here all my life, but he did it to come be with me, and I can't imagine my life without him, so if if he can do it, so can I. Here's to hoping I can keep that mentality. For now though, I think I shall leave off with a poem here, and possibly "attempt" to "start" one of my essays. Enjoy.


This Path

I walk a path I haven’t trod,
The way lit dimly for me to see.
I call out names in search of help,
Nothing is heard for miles to come.
I continue, restless, I won’t give in.
One day I will find it and reach the end.
The candles lit along the way,
Bring back thoughts that tend to stay,
Burning slowly, just like their lives,
Until time fades and the flame then dies.