Pandora

     I love my Pandora stations, however they also tend to magically start picking out songs that just go perfectly with a mood or thought process. In a way it's obnoxious, but what can you do? The stations themselves are usually quite lovely.

"I Won't Give Up"

When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
Well, there's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?

Well, I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got, yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not, and who I am

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up, still looking up.

Well, I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up)
God knows I'm tough enough (I am tough, I am loved)
We've got a lot to learn (we're alive, we are loved)
God knows we're worth it (and we're worth it)

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

     It never ceases to amaze me how much water we have in our bodies, particularly in the form of tears. -.- I would just like to wake up from the nightmare that has become my reality. I don't have the control to change it though. Kinda have to go with whatever is wanted elsewhere. I hate ranting and being down ever, but damnit if I don't have the worst luck in the world when it comes to ANYTHING. Distraction time...

     That moment when you feel like your world is crashing down upon you and you're suffocating because you have zero control. Yeah, today is one of those days....