So today has been a day where I let my emotions get away from me. Just been ups and downs and all sorts of crazy with being busy at work too. I don't know why I do it, just all sorts of blah... Anyways, two things got to me today, a song and a picture. Just made me actually tear up and cry a tad. Not very often that things elicit such emotion from me.

      Explains so much, doesn't it....

     Today has been one of those days. Sometimes I feel like I just need to take a step back from everyone and everything in my life. I've been waking up from nightmares for at least the last month or so and that would normally be an uncommon thing for me, but apparently not anymore. I know I have control over everything in my life, but it often feels like the rug is just being ripped out from under me and then all I do is fall and hit the cold hard ground. I think a lot of the nightmares and even my being sick maybe has to do with feeling stressed. I've never dealt well with it, though I may be able to give off the appearance as such... I just need a way and time to relax. Get away from all the craziness and stress and find myself some peace...