Can't sleep... Don't feel like reading more... Not up to gaming at the moment... Blah.

      Seems like the weather is wanting to match my mood right now, though I can't decide if it's more gloomy or raging. I can hear the thunder crashing outside my window and I can hear the rain coming down as well. I wish I could a bit of lightning, but with curtains drawn closed and my being far too lazy to get up and look, I won't know if there's any out there.

      On a seperate note, yesterday would have been my Grandparent's 61st wedding anniversary if my grandfather were still alive. I wish I could make a trip up to Nebraska if only to visit his grave. I definitely still feel the ache as if it had all happened yesterday. A hole that won't be filled ever. I can only hope to one day have a life filled with long years of happiness and love like he had and touch as many lives as he did.

     Offering advice on how to make a solar oven work has definitely brought back a lot of girl scout memories. Feels like a bajillion years ago since I did anything Girl Scout related, and now that I think about it, it's for sure been over a decade. Thinking about it like that makes me feel quite old. It then makes me think about all of the people I've known since elementary school and at this point a good 75% of them that I can think of off the top of my head are married, have children, are having children, or both. Kinda crazy. People you never thought you would see in those roles, blossom and grow into them like they were absolutely meant for it. Some stumble and falter, but then you see a strength and resilience that was often previously hidden. It sort of brings out a whole new side of a person you thought you knew, granted, every one does their own fair share of growing and coming into themselves as each year passes. Totally random and rambling post, but it was just sort of something that had occurred to me as the day progressed. Back to work I suppose.

     Once again I have strayed terribly from my goal of keeping up with my blog, but here's a little catch up post because I can. Life is honestly good. I can't truly complain when things are far better than they were earlier this year, or even better than this time last year. I think the only thing I could complain about is the hours at my job, however I love the job itself, so that isn't as big of a deal as it could be. I've been binge watching Fairy Tail, which is a pretty good Anime from what I've seen so far. It's definitely something I'll finish and then keep up with the series as it goes, even though at that point it shall only be subtitled. Finished off a pretty good raid week early and have had a nice time doing the rbg's as well. Now we just need to have steady geared healers and we would probably do better, but eh. It's a nice break. I've even finally put a little more effort into redoing my streaming account and doing more with that. If anyone feels like it, they're more than welcome to check it out here at http://www.twitch.tv/sionelle/ and then just hang out or subscribe and watch me goof off or do whatever I feel like doing at the time. I think it's something I want to try to get into a little bit more, but we shall see how it all goes. Definitely want to get a capture card so I can stream my 360 games, but that's still a bit in the future when money allows or there is some crazy sale on Newegg, hehe. Well, I suppose that's me playing catch-up for now. Perhaps I'll write something else in a few days, you never know.