Seems like the weather is wanting to match my mood right now, though I can't decide if it's more gloomy or raging. I can hear the thunder crashing outside my window and I can hear the rain coming down as well. I wish I could a bit of lightning, but with curtains drawn closed and my being far too lazy to get up and look, I won't know if there's any out there.

      On a seperate note, yesterday would have been my Grandparent's 61st wedding anniversary if my grandfather were still alive. I wish I could make a trip up to Nebraska if only to visit his grave. I definitely still feel the ache as if it had all happened yesterday. A hole that won't be filled ever. I can only hope to one day have a life filled with long years of happiness and love like he had and touch as many lives as he did.