School

I most definitely hate it. I would give just about anything to be done with and never have to look at it again. I know it's supposedly going to get me a better job, and I can see how it would, but it just doesn't feel so worth it to me. It's hard to drag myself out of bed, and the apartment, and head to class, knowing I'm going to sit there bored for hours, and probably never apply half the stuff I'm being taught, to my future in any way, shape, or form. I mean I love my Freedom in Greece class, but I can't think of a single instance where I'd use the history knowledge from that course in my everyday life. Even in the future. I don't like writing history, so I don't think it would even come into play there. I don't know. Maybe I'm looking at it all wrong. Truly I just want to make it through though, and as much as I know I ought to try and get a Master's degree, I just can't find it in myself to sit through more years of college and such. Maybe I will later on in life, but certainly not right after getting my bachelor's. Now I shall go attempt to study and start that essay again. Though before I forget I'm going to try to start this blogging thing I took from Alyx's tumblr, so as to help me keep blogging and such. I'll start it the first of November though, but if I don't put it down somewhere I'll probably forget about it.

Day 01 – Introduce yourself
Day 02 – Your first love
Day 03 – Your favorite song
Day 04 – What you ate today
Day 05 – Your definition of love
Day 06 – Your day
Day 07 – Your best friend
Day 08 – A moment
Day 09 – Your beliefs
Day 10 – What you wore today
Day 11 – Your favorite book
Day 12 – What’s in your bag
Day 13 – This week
Day 14 – A childhood picture
Day 15 – Your dreams
Day 16 – Your last kiss
Day 17 – Your favorite memory
Day 18 – Your favorite birthday
Day 19 – Something you regret
Day 20 – This month
Day 21 – Your favorite movie
Day 22 – Something that upsets you
Day 23 – Something that makes you feel better
Day 24 – Something that makes you cry
Day 25 – A first
Day 26 – Your fears
Day 27 – Your favorite place
Day 28 – Something that you miss
Day 29 – Your aspirations
Day 30 – One last moment

Procrastination

It's not that I particularly want to procrastinate, but it seems that I just can't help it. I'm always finding "better things to do with my time" then the homework of the moment. The essay that I really need to start... I don't even have a real topic yet. It's supposed to be six pages long, which will hopefully be a start to my twenty page paper, but I just can't seem to find the motivation to sit down and do it. Even if I sat down and did a page a day, or hell even half a page a day, I would get it done rather quickly and still have time for other stuff. I just can't seem to make myself sit down and do it. Ugh. I can't wait to be done with college. I think I'm going to be saying that a lot, but if I'm lucky I'll get to graduate this spring. Who knows though. Luck isn't known for being on my side. I think I'm going to start some random story now. No promises on being good of course. But eh.