So I got home from work a little bit ago and have been attempting to study for my Latin test, but I can't seem to focus on it at all. So what do I do? I start trolling around Facebook and find a guy I know to be engaged with a baby due in January. Normally I wouldn't care too much, except this was a guy who I had been completely in love/smitten with, since I was like ten. We never actually dated until about three years ago, and then did so for only a few months, before I just felt like it wasn't going to work and such. This guy is someone I never would have expected to have a pregnant girlfriend outside of wedlock. I mean he was a good student, still doing the college thing I think, he worked all the time, is super close with his family, and a major church goer. Not that I truly care too much right now, but I can't help thinking that that could have been me in that position, and I am super thankful that is not me. I mean seriously, I don't really want any children, married or not. But if I did, I'd like to be married, and financially stable enough to do so. Besides, if I hadn't left that, then I wouldn't be with the amazing guy I'm with now. Stephen is my everything.
Anyway, I suppose I ought to get back to trying to study. I really need an A on this test, or at least a rather high B. I think the thing that sucks the most, is that I still have one more semester of Latin left, however the good thing is that I will finally be able to graduate in May. I'm absolutely ecstatic about it. All I have to do right now, is pass all of my classes this semester, finish enrolling in my final class for next semester, and then pass all of my classes next semester. Easier said than done, but my hopes are high. Here's to hoping they don't get crushed.
P.s
I know I forgot to start the blog thing, so I'm going to start it in December. It will be much easier since I don't have to worry about my 20 page paper as much, since a full draft is due on the 30th. I'll just be editing and such.
