Such a disappointing end...

...to a disappointing day. I know that's not the correct use of ellipsis, but frankly I don't give a damn at the moment. I didn't think today could possibly ever be so bad, but it has been one thing after another since 6am. I have not felt so physically and emotionally exhausted/beat down in a long time. Hope is a lackluster thing and hard to grasp and keep ahold of. Slowly, continually slipping away like sand between my fingers. Just blah...