I'm the best at putting up walls, at throwing up a mask of indifference, and being able to pretend like I don't care; that things don't bother me. Downside? You're constantly labeled as cold-hearted, having no emotions. Problem there? Things cut far deeper than anyone could know and my mind thinks on them. Just have to keep pushing, keep smiling even when it doesn't feel possible. Just put one foot in front of the other.

      Oh tonight is so one of those nights where I could rip someone's head off without a second thought. No common sense, no consideration, and endless hours of stupidity. I just don't even have the words to express my rage and unhappiness at it all. Time to go do something and throw my mind into it before I bite someone's head off...

     Sometimes, it's best to know when to hold your head high and just walk the fuck away... Somehow, I missed this lesson and am the biggest glutton for punishment... /Exhausted

      She placed a hand on his cheek, staring into his sapphire eyes and reminding herself to breathe. She felt as if she could fall into those two bodies of water, drowning in their depths. Those eyes spoke of so much history, of past pains and sorrows, of joys and achievements, and all the possibilities of the future. They were timeless eyes. Her beat wildly as she drew herself up on her toes, lightly caressing his soft lips with her ruby painted ones. That moment sealed in eternity as one shared between two silent lovers. One touch, one meaning far more than words could express. Her heart yearned for this to be forever, but something insisted that this would be fleeting.
      She drew back slowly and opened her mouth to speak, but before any sounds could leave those lips she found herself wide awake staring off into the dark. She took a deep breath and stilled her runaway heart before rolling back onto her side. She huddled under her blanket and resigned herself to falling back asleep. Another dream...

That moment when you realized that things still feel very weird, empty sometimes even. Just going with the flow and seeing where you end up. Sometimes it's all you can do to keep your head above the water and breathe.