I think I have a serious pet-peeve of being ignored. It makes zero sense to go from calling some one a "best-friend" for years, to being completely cut out of their life randomly and being given no reason as to why. It makes me sick and it makes me want to rage.The only reason I can fathom, is the person they've been dating off and on for years, and recently gotten engaged to, and while I hate to judge someone without ever having met them, you must not think very highly of your relationship and significant other, let alone yourself, to tell someone to stop talking to another. I couldn't even imagine telling someone to do that, significant other or not. It wouldn't be right, nor would it be fair. I prefer to trust people, when they show they can be, and not dictate what a person may or may not do. Siiiiiigh.

/rant

Stagnant

      I wish I could say that I feel like I'm moving in a forward direction towards all the goals of a future that I hope for myself, but truly I'm just treading water and trying to keep my head above it. I feel like there is just so much that I have to get done/accomplish before I can actually live my life a bit more. First and foremost needs to be getting a new car. After mine was totaled in an accident not that long ago, I've quickly realized that a car is a luxury and a necessity. It sucks having to rely on others constantly to get you to work and wherever else. Speaking of work, I love my job to death, but I still need to find a good second job so I can pay things off and not feel downright awful about getting a loan for a new car. Blah. It's like one thing after another. I think I could really use a bit of good luck and things going my way at the moment. Aaaaaaand back to work.