Stagnant

      I wish I could say that I feel like I'm moving in a forward direction towards all the goals of a future that I hope for myself, but truly I'm just treading water and trying to keep my head above it. I feel like there is just so much that I have to get done/accomplish before I can actually live my life a bit more. First and foremost needs to be getting a new car. After mine was totaled in an accident not that long ago, I've quickly realized that a car is a luxury and a necessity. It sucks having to rely on others constantly to get you to work and wherever else. Speaking of work, I love my job to death, but I still need to find a good second job so I can pay things off and not feel downright awful about getting a loan for a new car. Blah. It's like one thing after another. I think I could really use a bit of good luck and things going my way at the moment. Aaaaaaand back to work.