Today has been one of those days. Sometimes I feel like I just need to take a step back from everyone and everything in my life. I've been waking up from nightmares for at least the last month or so and that would normally be an uncommon thing for me, but apparently not anymore. I know I have control over everything in my life, but it often feels like the rug is just being ripped out from under me and then all I do is fall and hit the cold hard ground. I think a lot of the nightmares and even my being sick maybe has to do with feeling stressed. I've never dealt well with it, though I may be able to give off the appearance as such... I just need a way and time to relax. Get away from all the craziness and stress and find myself some peace...