Balls

Well... I was doing good for awhile and then I sorta fell away from my blog. I was so determined to keep up with it too, then nothing. Grrrrr. Anyways, I've decided I'm at least going to finish up that one challenge and then maybe just go ahead and start another.

•Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?



Perhaps I'm a tad more outgoing. Hell I managed to move and make a whole new start for myself. Perhaps I'm a better friend, or trying to be, even most of those friends reside on the internet.

•Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned

I'm stronger than I give myself credit for. I can find myself in the dumbest and worst situations and I'll be able to stick it out until the end, or until I break. Maybe that just makes me incredibly stubborn, but I really don't care. I've learned it's hard to just let myself be loved, and let people show they care about me, but when I actually manage it, it's the most wonderful feeling ever.

•Day 30- Who are you?

Who am I? I am a melody of paradoxes.
I'm the strongest woman you will ever meet, but I fall so easily.
My smile shows how truly happy I am, yet disguises each pain, each tear.
I am quietly shy, yet as rambunctious as can be.
I have many friends, yet have met hardly any of them.
I am told I'm beautiful, though perhaps the ugly duckling describes me best.
I'm the biggest procrastinator ever, with a wish to get things done early.
I game and I read, then I work and I sleep.
I'm weird, crazy, and normal.
I am no one else other than myself. I can't make everyone happy, though I wish it. I am a whirlwind of words and emotions, of thoughts and dreams. I am me.