I don't think I've felt this drained and empty and numb in a very long time. The surrounding silence with my screaming thoughts is beyond comparison to anything I can think of. No amount of music can drown it out and make it go away... Even reading isn't as absorbent as usual. That's when I know something is wrong. Guess the easiest thing to do is crawl into bed and just call my day over. Ups and downs are more exhausting than hours of work. I'd just like it to be a constant and consistent good again...