I feel like if someone hears something enough, then they'll actually start to believe it, whether it's true or not... I guess that's just part of conditioning and why people lose self-esteem and everything else. No matter how much they try to buff themselves up otherwise and pretend that nothing said or done can hurt them, people just break and believe otherwise.
      Blah, it's so hard to fall asleep, even when I'm running on so little sleep to begin with. I think I'm becoming an insomniac, as much as I actually enjoy my sleep.