I'm the kind of girl, who doesn't get along well with most girls. In fact looking back on my life, Meagan and Krystal were the two closest girl friends I had. Aside from them, everyone else was basically a guy. They're easier to just talk to and hang out with, plus I can play video games and they'll play as well, or at least they won't want to go shopping usually. Ugh. Just because most of my friends are guys, doesn't mean I sleep with them or feel anything for any of them other than friendship. I hate that stereotype of women. Drives me nuts really. Why can't they just be friends and nothing more? There doesn't always have to be some secret that's going untold, or some underlying meaning to their friendship. More often than not though, that is the assumption they get stuck with. Some of us aren't like that at all though. /rage rant thing
Sometimes, well most times, I don't have the right words to say. I don't even know what to say for that matter. You try to say nothing be right, and be honest, and things seem to go to hell. It's certainly not for the lack of trying to make everything good. It's funny how much I'd give to just make things right and sunshiney, but my words don't always have that power... Feel like crap, and I need food. I think I'm going to be sick...
She can't concentrate, mind moving fast.
Thoughts everywhere, scattered fragments.
Heart on a string, lesson learned...
Walls go back up, heart reeled in,
yet fragments left in the wakes.
Tender and sore, bitter from caring.
How do you mend it?
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