"You're swamped today with memories of the past. These emotions may be bittersweet, or just bitter. Feel them anyway. Let them wash away."
Going through my email this morning and this is what I come across. Sometimes these things are way the hell off, but after last night and this morning already, it's 100% spot on. Not only am I swamped with past memories, but I'm flooded with emotions both good and bad. I'm happy for the good times I've had. The smiles and laughter I've shared among friends and even past relationships. I'm sad for the things I've lost, the people who have/continue to drift farther from my reach. I'm unsure, perhaps even fearful of what my future may hold from my past experiences, even though one shouldn't live in the past. It was so overwhelming that I sat and sobbed, no bawled, for a good two hours last night and then continued down that road this morning, which has been rough to say the least considering I'm at work. I'm emotionally exhausted, drained of my energy, and all I want to do is curl up in bed and sleep away the day.
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