Sunday, July 1, 2012
Time Slips
It's funny, the more friends I see see getting married and having children, the more I realize I just want to settle and yet I feel so very far from it... I want to have a stable full-time job with a house and someone to share my happiness and experiences with. I just don't see it happening. Depressing or not, stuff happens and it can't be helped, just kinda wish otherwise. Just want have that sort of joy, and I'm quite tired of wandering about looking for it. I think I'm just going to sit back and let whatever happens, happen. If it's meant to be, it'll happen, if not, then I'll be happy with what I have. =)
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I think too many kids in America are told that if they do well in school they will get a good job and have a stable life. I hate that mindset because I like to think I can change the world and have a major impact. I don't want to become another person who is just part of the system, working for people to make money so ends will meet.
ReplyDeleteThe family thing will come. I'm sure there's someone out there for everyone, and since you're a girl it's up to a guy to find you and generally not the other way around. At the IT company I interned at last summer, I worked with a lady who met her future husband through EverQuest 2, so online gaming/dating is definitely possible if that's your thing.
I think everyone in life likes stability and peace of mind. Ultimately it's up to you to change your life if you don't like how it is at present.