Catching Up

Day 19 – Something you regret

I honestly do my best to regret nothing. The choices I make are often what I actually want at the time, so I shouldn't regret it. The reason they become regrets is something goes horribly wrong or further down the road that decision affects you in negative ways. I think right now the thing I regret the most is quitting figure skating. It was something I absolutely loved to do, and I threw it away like it was nothing. The super expensive skates my parents had just bought me, the often gorgeous and expensive outfits, and all the time put into practicing and traveling to competitions, just tossed out the door. I wish I had kept going so I could continue to put myself into it. To strive for something that not many people do. I don't know... I'm sure there are a few more things I actually regret, but they're in that hazy section where they're not quite regrets, but they're sure getting there...

Day 20 – This month

Needless to say, this month has been pretty crazy. I feel like I work all the time, even if I really don't, and of course, when I come home I hole myself up in my room. Yay me. Well, not really yay, but it seems that it's how I do most of my socializing. I'm normally and extremely shy person so it's really hard for me to make friends, but I love being able to talk to my online friends. They're the company I enjoy the most. I don't know. Perhaps I'm just a sad case.... Oh well. Doesn't even matter.