What are you looking for?

So I was using stumble again and landed myself upon this interesting site. Upon doing this I "spun the bottle" and was asked to pick Truth or Dare. Being a person who is not a fan of backing down from a Dare, unless it's just too awful to actually complete, I picked Truth to be safe. Safe was not what I got. My question was: "What are you looking for?" I sat there staring at my computer screen and realized, I have no idea what the hell I'm looking for. I used to think I know. School, a job, a place of my own, being near family, eventually a husband, maybe a family... I think I was wrong or got lost along the way. I can't see very far lately and I keep getting wrapped around things that shouldn't even matter to me. I care and then get left behind. It's whatever... I'm done... All I want to find, I think, is me...