Day 16

Day 16 – Your last kiss

My last kiss was one of the saddest and yet happiest. It was right before getting in line to go through security at the airport when leaving from Chicago on May 27th I believe. I had tears streaking down my face as I tried to hold myself together in public and I still got told I was beautiful and that things would be alright. I never wanted to break that kiss, and I never wanted to let go of his hand... I wish I hadn't... Less than a month later I get broken up with because he can't do the long distance thing. I still long to be with him, to be able to call him mine. Sure he may have asshole tendencies, but who doesn't. I still love him and think about him all the time. I wish I could show him that long distance doesn't have to be forever, to show him that he's worth me waiting, and to show him I can be worth it too... But I seriously doubt I can ever convince him otherwise, and truly it'd be cruel of me to try to if he can't handle it. I don't want him to hurt... Just to be happy. I'm not sure I like this person that I am...