Day 26

Day 26 – Your fears

Hmmm honestly I think my biggest fear is not being good enough. Not being good enough for my family, for my friends, for some guy to actually care enough to want to be with me and stick it out. I know I'm a good scholar, I mean I got my bachelor's after all. I'm just not sure I'll be able to go for the sort of career I want, and get it off the ground and going well. I don't even know what my family thinks anymore. I mean I know they support me in everything I do, but I still feel like I have to make my life into something major sometimes. Like maybe they even expect too much out of me. As to the relationship bit, well who knows. Sure I'm still young, but I'm honestly tired of looking and then being into someone and just getting hurt in the end. It's annoying and just plain, blegh. Sigh. Time to raid, and end this, cause I sure don't feel like I'm putting much into it. >.<